memories of one

sitting on the rocks ,looking at the raging sea
seeing the waves crushing on the rocks
the shore gets eaten by the foam
leaving behind trails of the disaster
but such a nine disaster you never seen before

you close your eyes and the world start spinning around

you are standing ,looking through your window
the rain falling down on your garden
you dog playing around in the rain and you smile
you smile for his joy  and for being healthy

you take a deep breath and you close your eyes

you find your self skiing down the mountains
the snow is thick but soft
the sun is shining bright but the cool breeze sends shivers down your spine
at the end of the ski trail you see your friends drinking some shots to get warm
you join them and you laugh with them , one of the best friend moments you ever had

you pass out from the drink

you wake up and you  are hiking on a forest
such a beautiful forest
it's autumn and the trail is paved with leaves from the trees
trees so big and so majestically beautiful
you take the right path and go till the end of the trail

you take one look behind and admire the nature and you turn again
but now you are in the cemetery standing in front of a grave
a grave so beautifully made with flowers and words from friends
you look up on the name .....you look yours

soon enough

the times are hard and difficult
living is not how it used to be
storms are raging over the globe
where birds fly and spread terror
monkeys want to rule the world
and sheeps believe they are free

nature is weird in it's on way
it allows it's creatures destroy each other
it let the pain and blood soak in her heart
let the anger and hate flow like rivers
and fill the war's dam for years to come
over filling some dam's and let the hate all out

but nature has  a reason for everything it does
the reason doesn't have to be seen by everyone
but in all this darknes in all this hate
there are creatures fighting the good fight
they are creatures fighting for what is right
and they don't care what life brings to them as long as they survive

cause natures bless the natural fighters of the world
it;s a blessing that only few can get
but that blessing is pure and real
it's lives in each one's hearts
it walks hand by hand with the soul
and together they make a bond so unbreakable
that even this storms can break them
a bond so strong that hold togethere natures values
but this fighters need your help and my help as well
cause if we want our nature to be free again
we must all let our minds free first and
let the anger and hate dry out
and fill the dam , the rivers with love, joy
inspire more creatures to be free and soon enough
our world will be free

deadly silence

some people say silence is good
that you let your mind  be free
some people though cant stand silence
how could they

when you are sitting still in a dark foggy forest
and you can't hear nothing ,nothing at all
cause what you hear is just your heartbeat
rushing and pumping blood through your veins

making your ears close from fear and not listening at all
but something makes you hear slow down
and you start to listen
listen to the echoes of the lost souls
running through the trees and dancing with the leaves
laughing and screaming from far away
but the sound is piercing your brain and you start to run

run to where? no one knows ,the moon's light it's the only light you have
but it's slowly fade away and darkness prevails
the trees are starting to come alive and start to reaching out for you
they are circling you and you  try to escape, escape to nowhere
it's too late ,they allready enlsaved you down
you hear nothing at all but deadly silence

when an angle falls

the storm is raging outside and you are sittin inside
watching through your window as lighting strikes
the more the rage the more you realize
this rage is when an angel falls again

this time  you saw it happen and you let it be
cause after all you thought you couldn't do anything else
you couldn't do anything to stop him from falling
was his choice not yours to make and he choose to fall

but through the rage the anger and the pain
there is still a soul looking for a help
still need for salvation
still need for a  friend

you didn't stop  the falling step
but your time is now to stop the fall
to help the angel rise again
and return to his heaven and be happy again

the grape vines

the wind running through the grape vines
rushing and searching for and entrance in
the doors and windows are locked
but you sit at the window
listening and seeing the wind
as he finally slows down
the moon shines ups
you then open the window and you feel
you are speechless but you feel
you are speechless but you see
the wind has start his night tango
his parnter the grape trees
following the music from the owls
the spotlight given by the moon
they start there mesmerizing dance
you see in awe and sittingin your chair
sun rays hit your eyes and you wake up
seeing the grape  vines intact

ready for war

ready for war ,get your guns ready
get your armor ready and get your head up straight
your war is just right ahead your own two eyes
look straight and look at the end of it right behind
behind the army of  the fallen ones
the army of the ones seeking your soul
the army who wants to make you their soldier
and fight by their side swallowing more and more lives
they may have the numbers but you have the soul
you just have to ignite the fire in it
and let your sould flow through you
let it charge you and pump you up
harvest your soul's power and make the first step
it's the biggest one you have to make
the rest will follow and you ll be just one step closer
closer to winning your war and ending your time of terror

eternal flames

life is hard ,that's a given  no one never said it's easy
nothing good in life is easy and everything must be earned
like most people you have your own fights
your own demons fighting inside your head
scratching and beating you from insided out
trying to win over your soul and make you their slave
you ve fought them before and you won them once
but now they come back and they are stronger than before
they seek revenge and they use your good will against you
their primary goal is to eat your soul and then your world
don't let them win again ,they are fighting for so much time
they are fighting alone without you fighting back
they are winning a piece of your soul each day
cell by cell they are eating you away and making you insane
start fighting back and save your soul one more time
you can't resist for much long but you have to fight
fight till they are is nothing more inside and till they are banish once more
and let them burn in hell's eternal flames

life choose

late at night and you wonder around in town
nothing much to see
just empty streets and shops closed till early morning
it's cold but you don't wear a scarf
just your shirt and had is enough
your thoughts are  so warm that you body is heated up
as you walk down the street
you are getting lost in the thoughts
goind deeper in trance and not giving a fuck
where are you going no ones really knows
you are just getting lost and just keep moving on
you have your head down and just walking on
don't care what's going on around just as long as you move on
but at a moment you stop and raise you head up straight
standing on a crossroad
and sign opposite says LIFE choose wisely

cry but for not much

tears coming down your face
for what ? one more lost love ?
it's not the first time
and sure wont be the last
keep your head up high
and smile to the sun

life is more than heartbreaks
is just a pain like the rest
it feels like hell indeed
but like all pain
this one goes aways aswell

it's ok to cry
and feel sorry and feel down
but remember this
the sun always shine through

don't let this break you down enough
let it break you but not destroy you
let it make you but not eraticate you
after all what it doesn't kills you
just make you sronger  

autumn is real

autumn has come again  showing once more that time never ends
why do feelings come back each time the seasons change
when you let feeling in something magical happens
you see stars far away but close enough for your naked eyes
you see the sun shining bright but the breeze is far more nice
feeling the leaves falling on the floor make your soul warm
warm once with all the feelings you once felt and all that you gave up
autumn is here so let your world feel what is real 

shaking eyes

you see my eyes shaking
you see my smile fading
i wish you could see
where my heart used to be 
to see nothing in the veins between
beacuse my heart that used to be mine
now it can never be mine
beacuse you ve left away
and now it's not alive

κάποτε

kapote tha katalaveis 
kapote tha antilif8eis 
kapote tha me thimithis 
kapote .kapote .kapote
ti mera pou that katalaveis 
ti mera pou tha antilif8is 
tin mera pou ta thimithis
...
tha thimithis oti kapote kapios se agapise.
tha katalaveis oti kapote kapios se latrepse .
tha antilif8is oti kapote kapios sto xe pei

twra psaxnei gia na vreis tin simainei agapi
twra pou theleis kapio na agapas 
s'afti tin gi tin makrini pou moni diale3es na figeis
afises pisou mia psixi pou pantonina tha se prosmeni

tha s'agapa giati tin afises na se agapisi.
giati tin afises na se misisi
giati se misise pou se agapise

na 3eris omws pos afti psixy pou dialises
esena tha agapa kai esena na prosmeni
mono pou tin defteri fora san pas na tin skotwsis 
thimisou pos s'agapise oso kaneis den se exei agapisei
kai pos tha s'agapw oso kaneis den tha mporesei

ready for love

when you are ready 
come before my eyes 
look deep inside 
search for a reason
a reason why you everything is so empty inside

see the pain i ve been through 
see the tears i shed for you 
see the nightmares i ve seen for you 
no you can't say i am sorry

when you where in my arms nothing really matter for me 
your eyes where there to relief my pain 
you touch was there to wipe away the tears 
your smile was everything i ever needed 

see the pain i ve been through 
see the tears i shed for you 
see the nightmares i ve seen for you 
no you can't say i am sorry

i can't take your sorry 
sorry is for the weak
you don't know an inch of my life 
you never tried to know

yes i ve cried for you 
yes yours name is still haunting me 
having you in my arm wil allways remind me
the pain i ve been through for you 
but you will never take away my love for you

the pain of losing you was nothing like i ever feeled before 
so i am gonna say thank you for putting me through all this pain
i am stile alive and loving you no matter what you put me through

now maybe you can 
see the pain i ve been through 
see the tears i shed for you 
see the nightmares i ve seen for you 
because all i ever did was to love you and i will always will 

i nee you to hold me up

Maybe you ll never get it 
After this pain i got through
Running away from the tears of my heart
In every minute in every hour in every day i live 
All i do is to think of you 

I need you to hold me up

Listnen to my heart barely beating
Out of my chest is beating to find you but the time is geting closer
Vanishing in the shadows it gets so cold that nothing can warn it up
Execpt your touch.a world.a smile.a kiss and it can be alive again 

Years can pass by an time puts 
On everything it's rust but my love for 
U can never be rust i will always excist under the thick layer of rust waiting for you

last goodbye

walking through the pouring rain

going nowhere but somewhere to be found

some say home is where the heart is

you why won't you let me in to my home

you took my heart with you

without be the one to blame

my fault to say

i pushed you far away and never

coming back again

and the last time i saw my heart

was the last time you said goodbye

blame

in the bluesy bar sitting all alone

drinking one beer after the other

it may sound weird but

the tip of the bottle reminds me of your lips

while my mouth touches the bottle

memories come back to me

memories of you and me and how we used to be

but  as the beer run out

so our love run too

whose to blame?

we both know that answer

now ,before and later on

sometimes you find something so special in something so normal that's life though
every crooked door ,
every scary path and every fear we have
leads us to something special,lead us to what we really need
it lead us where we really do belong
where our dreams do come true
and where soul mates unite for once more
like a wind you came aswell in my life
started to sweep everything away
you made me fall and rise up and fall again
i lit a spark of joy for you
we let it burn our inner worlds and let our ashes fall
it's not the first time we did this
but this time was for real
an experience we never felt before
our souls becoming one in such a distant world
our souls traveling through space
through time and through wars
to meet once more in this life
and maybe once more in the afterlife
i don't know if i ll meet you again
i don't know if i ll see you
but what he shared i know
will never be lost and forever be carved in my soul's bones 

mistakes

gotta go one more time

lost inside my minds deepest and darkest paths

get lost to all bad memories

get lost to all the pain

just somewhere to get lost

go so deep i can't see the light anymore

so deep where will be no one to help me

so deep even beyond the abyss

search for my soul and get her back

back from the dead revived it

and have a final last chance to live

this life with no more mistakes

last smile

i ll be coming back each night to this small park

hoping to see your face  one last time

see you smile and walk away

deep inside you ,you know

all i ever wanted was to for you

to be strong and happy

you all ready showed that you are strong

just  i am begging you now to show me that

you are happy even if i am not the reason

just that and i ll be lost

and never to be return again

six pack

one six pack down couple mores left

drink them up and hit the road again

drunk or sober doesn't make any difference any more

every cell from my body is used to the sweet taste of alcohol

feeling nothing really anymore

neither fear of death

neither pain

it's all be  replaced by the alcohol cells

but it's weird ,some people say you drink to forget

bullshit i drink to get sober

and remember everything once again