i don't hate you

I don't hate you

I don't know you

I really don't care who you are

I really don't care where you are from

I don't even care how old you are

neither I care what your dream is

I surely don't know what you do for a living

and I don't know what you be been through

what I know is that you are with her

what I know is that you are her world

I care that you make her happy

I care that you are there for her

I care that you make her smile

I care that you might share future dreams

I care that you might live together

and that you go through hard times together

I don't know if you love her

I don't even know if you just like her

but what I know is that I am happy for her

not for you ,simply for her

that she is happy and she smiles when she is with you

as cliché as this might sound

break her heart once and forever have an enemy

an enemy seeking vengeage for her broken heart

i love the way

I love the sound of your voice
And the way your hair smells
I love the way you drive my crazy
but I love the way you always comfort me

I Love the way you dress
and when you always look so great
I love you so much that my heart aches
but the aches go away the moment I see your eyes

I love that we communicate
and that read each others mind
I love it when you make me laugh

but I love more when I see you smile

I love it when you touch my hand

and when I feel that spark
but finally I love the way I love you

but most importanly the way you love me 

that rare gem

you seek for someone to talk to , you seek someone to love you , you seek someone to be there for you and then you seek some one who can do everything for you ,you find someone though actually he/she finds you . That someone ask you how you are everyday ,cares for you everyday and look out for you everyday ,that someone is always there to help you out when you need it that some one it's always ready to listen to you always ready to comfort you and always ready to make you feel OK

.that someone makes time for you ,even if that someone has things to do he/she finds time for you ,even in his/hers busy day he/she still founds time for you , that some one surely loves you ,maybe he/she loves you more than just a friend but even if she/he loves you just as friend ,that someone does it because you mean something to him/her .that some one if you ask him/her in the middle of the night to help you out he/she will do that because he/she really cares . You will never listen him/her say anything bad about you and will never stab you In the back . But that someone has his/her limits and eventually those limits do break and then they become distant from you ,not because they hate you but simply because you don't give nothing back ,you just keep complaining about not having no one to talk and that no one loves you and cares for you, when day after day after day after day that someone was there waiting patiently for you to see him/her .But that's how life is that someone will go away but he/she ll be OK at the end cause they ll be in peace with them self and they ll eventually find someone to appreciate them back where you in the other hand ...you ll be left seeking for that rare gem while you might just might lost the rarest of them all ...

let go

They are two painfull paths in ones love   life ,
either let go and move one
or  keep fighting on
when you love someone and you are no longer together
you choose to keep fightin for that love or let go
keep fighting though takes all your time  and all you strength
you fight for a love that it might all ready gone forever
but you miss her/him and you love her/him
you want them to be happy but
you want tehm to be happy with you
you get jealous when they are with someone else
and then you get your heart broken day by day
but that's how life  is you get hurt again and again
so you choose eitehr you choose fighting for that love or you let go
but let go means you loose everything you hoped for
and letting go doesn't mean you move one it just means you let go of them
you just let them live their life ,you live your life without regreds
cause you know deep in your heart you did everything
everything  you could to keep that love alive
and everything you could to make things right
but it comes a time you just can't fight anymore and you choose
either keep fighting on an possibly keep hyrting your soul
or you choose to let go

i would have

I would love to be by your side every morning and be the first person you see

to be the first person to see how beautifull you still look under the morning sun

I know you love sunsets and that you would love to see them each day

but instead I would love to see sunrises with you

because then I ll know that I ve spent another day being with you

I would be there for you every time you feel down to cheer you up

and I would be there when your frustration kicks in to hold you together

when you need a hug I would have been there to hold you tight in my arms

I would even walk a thousand miles just to make you feel right

in rain ,in storms I wouldn't mind cause seeing you smile

would make my life shine bright

I should have already done all this, could have done all this but now I only dream

what whould happen I would have done all this for you ...

that time in life

it comes a time in life where you have to step back and see things clearly ,you have to re-evaluate your life and how you spent your time and most importantly how you spent your time ,realise what really makes you happy and what really makes you sad,you have to find what is best for you and what is best for the rest  but not for you . In the end you ll see that you have to let go of something ,you ll have to let go of some dreams because they are not really lifelong dreams they are just thoughts ,lifelong dreams will never stop being the fundamentals of your life ,the ground where minor dreams will grow but like flowers and trees every now and then you have to cut  the  dead flowers and trees so new ones will emerge .you ll see that minor things do really make you happy and that things you do day after day after day just squeeze the energy out of you ,you ll have to find those small things ,those small memories, those small moments and cherish them as long as they last  cause for they might not last long but their power will stay in you for long.Finally you ll have to let go off people,this is the hardest part of them all cause till know you might had to let go ,things ,thoughts,ideas and dreams but letting go of a person takes true will and power, you ll have to let go of people that when you are around them you feel your energy drained by them for no reason ,you ll have to let go though people you love . So often we confuse letting go with forgetting ,you wont forget them even if you really wanted to you can't cause they will always be in your heart no matter how many years pass they will be there .You need to do so though cause by letting them go you ll let them free and you let your heart free as well to love again and love more people ,  even if they are dead ,their memories will forever remain but you can't allow  those memories to haunt your dreams ,you true love ? if you have tried and you reached a point where there is nothing else you can do ,then it's time to let go ,you know you ll still love her/him but for your soul's sake you have to let go,it doesn't mean you have to move one  to another girl/guy but it means that their ab sense wont matter anymore .

prove them wrong

often in life you get told you are not good enough
you often told you wont make it or you won't succeed
i know i have been told this many times before
and i am sure that i ll hear it in the future again and again
but i keep prove them all wrong
i keep proving my self wrong
because no matter what people say
at the end you are  the one responsible for your actions
you have to live with your choices not them
if something goes wrong is you to blame no one else
and if they are consiquences which they will be
you ll be the one to face them and not them
even if you ve heared it before an so many times
allways push to make things  right for you
and even though you ve heared it before
never quit and never stop dreaming 

an ode to her

How I wish I could turn back the time 
and make all things right 
then I remember I can’t turn it back 
but I can make things right
don’t know when don’t know where
but that time will come
and when the times come
I ll never forget your birthday
neither will I forget your are a picses
I didn’t forget your favorite music neither your favorite food
and so while listening to Laura or Lucero or even Eleni
I will be make for you ,your favorite pastas with no fish of course
when you finish your hard working day I ll be there
I ll be there waiting you home with a box full of lacta and caldbury pieces
and two movies to watch together ,one comedy and one mystery
when we ll plan our trips abroad I ll have in mind you favorites towns
and the places you wish to visit next but knowing how spontaneous you are
I would simply let you choose the next stop
when you feeling down or when you are sick
I ll be there making you , your tea even though I hate twinnings
and putting on screen for you to see ,Tom and jerry and bugs bunny
even though it’s not the perfect job I would love to work to starbucks
simply to hear you order your favorite drink and misspell your name on purpose
so we have to talk just a little bit more before you go .
I am not the guy who would buy you a bouquet of flowers
but I would buy you one red ,one white rose along with tulips and ofcourse white camelias.
And I might not be the guy who ll take you to fancy places or expensive restaurants but
I ll make sure wherever we go ,will be the best dinner of your life till the next one ofcourse
and when the night closes down ,and we are in bed ,i will slowly and kindly kiss you
till our bodies finally united by love and wake up in each other’s arms
having our breakfast croissant with latte caramel macchiato and then plan our day .
I can’t promise you a fancy life but I promise you with me you ll never feel lonely
I promise you though I ll do my best to live in one your favorite places
either in limassol either abroad ,i ll promise I ll follow you till the end of the world
but most of all
I promise you I ll be sweet and I will be good with you
I will never show you what you fear the most and I ll be the man you deserve to be with”

at all

right now i am a mess
you want to love me ?
be my quess
people have tried before
they loved me when i was good
they loved me when i was fine
but one person only loved me
while i was depressed
i am not depressed though
i am just a mess
i can't say i will love
cause right now i just want to be loved
i can't know if i ll give you anything back
cause right now i am as empty as i can be
i don't want this
i never asked for this
but i am emotionaly draught
if you love me just say it
but expect nothing back
cause i have been hurt
time and time again
so loving so fast i am afraid
and the fear will hold me back
so either love my trully
or don't love my at all 

love the sea

no matter the season
no matter the weather condition
the sea is always there
sometimes it's wavy
and then it's calm
sometimes it's raging
and sometimes is stady as oil

even when the sea is cold
i still go for my swim
the water might be cold
but if you withstand it
you instantly grow stronger
mentally and physicly

when in but mood
the sea is there to heal me
heal my soul's pain
and heal my body's scars
when i am hurt

when i need time alone
i sit on the beach
clearly thinking
and clearly breathing

when i thinkg of my future
i go and sit in the sea
whith clairvoyance  in mind

while in the sea i am healed
from everything but one thing

my love for you