pleading

somehow some day  will meet again

two strangers in the rain

which their paths took on

separate ways

why does it have to be like that

no reason we be so much apart

 i am pleading you down on my knees

for you to give me one more chance

one last time to forgive me and

start again .

i know you saw something that no one saw before

i know  i ve changed and made you go far away

i know i deserve not a third chance from you

but  i am pleading you to give me one

and we ll fix everything

let the rain

i let the rain pour down on my face

let it soak my hair and clothes

i am not crazy but neither i am sane

i don't want to get sick just want to see you smile

i ll be standing in the rain waiting and hoping

hoping you someday realize that

i want you to be happy and see you smile

no umbrella and  nothing to cover  me from the rain

but i don't care , all i want is you

i want you to be my love once more

but i know i ve fucked up everything so much

that you don't need me anymore

but  i ll keep waiting in the rain

to see you smile once more

i know i  am not the reason anymore

but your smile is the reason my life has colors

your smile is my rainbow through my life's storm

so ll keep waiting here in the rain for one last smile

and then vanish back to my soul's shadows

emotions

sometimes some things never change

some emotions keep flowing back

waiting inside you sealed away

waiting for a small crack

a small crack is enough

for them to run wild and free

and once again take you over

and enslave you to their will

every time you fight with them

you manage to seal them away

you always think that every time

will be the last time

but they are not destroyed

they are just enslaved

and once they come out

the fight with hate

hate for slaving them and not killing them

every time you seal them away

they take one piece of your self with them

and every time they become stronger 

till one day they ll take over

when you ll have no pieces left

they ll finally win

εχω μαθει

exw ma8i stin zwi tipota na min perimenw
exw ma8i stin zwi kati na kinigw 
exw ma8i apo tin zwi na min ta parataw
exw ma8i stin zwi na min ligizw
exw ma8i stin zwi na klaiw 

na perimenw mia aggalia 
na kinigaw ena fili
na min ta parataw gia aftin pou agapaw
na ligizw apla gia na siko8w 3ana 
na klaiw otan to NIO8W

den exw ma8i na 3exnaw 
den exw ma8i na ekdikieme
den exw ma8i na pligwno 
den exw ma8i pote na skotwno 
den exw ma8i na zhtianwvw

den exw ma8i na 3exnaw esena pou agapise
den ekdiki8ika esena pou me afises
den pligwsa esena pou me pligwses
esena pou tin kardia mou skwtoses den ema8a na skotwno
san zhtianos tin agapi s den ema8a na girevw 

exw ma8i omws na agapaw 

here

here you are again in pain
bleeding through your hand again 
bleeding through your mouth
bleeding through your eyes 

people look at you 
people fear you
people joking you

i look at YOU 
i don't fear you 
i don't joke you 

i see what no one ever saw
i see the pain in you 

i see your hands bleeding 
i see your mouth bleeding
i see your eyes bleeding 
but i am not afraid 
it's not blood what i see 

i see your hands screaming for help
i see your mouth whispering for hope
i see your eyes looking for some answers
i see your heart fading away looking some forgivness

thoughts

it's been a while since the last time
when you had nothing in mind than your life
and the thoughts of ending that.

i saw you lifting a knife
i saw you used it 
in your arms they are still scars
you can see them too if you look 

i saw you been down
i saw you cry 
i saw you shaking from pain
i saw you fail to end your life

i was so close but so far away
from helping you
instead i watched you bleed 
i watched you hiding behind your smile
i watched you lie  so can never tell

so can never tell your pain inside
your fear inside
because when you took that drugs 
you thought could fly away 

you are down here with us
still trying to be strong 
still trying to hold on 
for how long?

for ever

still wondering in my dreams
my eyes catch you watcing me 
trying so hard to get you 
but you are so far away

you are coming to touch you 
i am trying to talk you
you walk away once again

i see you searching for a straw
i see you trying to escape 
escape for this flight you choose to take
no you cant get down
for ever flying high 

heart on top

you ve looked me in the eyes and said you missed me
you ve looked me in the eyes and said you want me
you ve looked me in the eyes and said you loved me 

now you see in my eyes and see my soul dyin
now you see in my eyes and see my mind breaking
now you see in my eyes and see my heart missing 

you look at your hands
full of blood
you turn around to wash them up
you look through the window 
you see a tomb
you walk outside to see
and see my heart on top

στα ματια

sta matia sou eida 
ta panta pou i8ela na dw
sta matia sou aggi3a
tis psixis mou ta onira
sta matia sou eipa 
to poso s'agapw 

sta matia sou eida
tis kardias mou ton kaimo 
sta matia sou aggi3a
tis psixis mou to marasmo 
sta matia sou akousa
tin kardia mou na spaei se komatia 

εχω μαθει

exw ma8i stin zwi tipota na min perimenw
exw ma8i stin zwi kati na kinigw 
exw ma8i apo tin zwi na min ta parataw
exw ma8i stin zwi na min ligizw
exw ma8i stin zwi na klaiw 

na perimenw mia aggalia 
na kinigaw ena fili
na min ta parataw gia aftin pou agapaw
na ligizw apla gia na siko8w 3ana 
na klaiw otan to NIO8W

den exw ma8i na 3exnaw 
den exw ma8i na ekdikieme
den exw ma8i na pligwno 
den exw ma8i pote na skotwno 
den exw ma8i na zhtianwvw

den exw ma8i na 3exnaw esena pou agapise
den ekdiki8ika esena pou me afises
den pligwsa esena pou me pligwses
esena pou tin kardia mou skwtoses den ema8a na skotwno
san zhtianos tin agapi s den ema8a na girevw 

exw ma8i omws na agapaw 

παραθυρο

stin xwra mou lene a3izei na kaneis onira

onira gia avrio

onira gia to melon

gia ena melon se aftin tin xwra

mou lene episis pos prepei na zw

pos na ntinoume pos na milw

pos na skeftoume kai na min antidrw

pos na ergazwme gia to kino kalo

sta onira pou eixa san  megalosa

mia porta kai ena oplo sta8ikan mporsta

i porta eklise kai to oplo epese

ena parathiro mou ani3ane san mou klisane tin porta

sto parthiro afto 3ekinise ena oniro

se ena kosmo magiko apo xromata kai eikones

se ena kosmo goiteftiko apo idees kai trella

se ena kosmo makrino pou tipote den einai opws fenete

pou eisai elef8eros na ekrastis na dimiourgisis

se afto ton kosmo mpika kai egw

makria apo provlimata megala

ta dika mou ta afisa allou

gia na apolafsw afto ton kosmo

ma san kanw to proto vima gia na mpw

sta moutra mou spane to para8iro

kai mazi me to gialli ta onira mou ginonte komatia

kai na me pali edw ston kosmo xwris  aera

sto kosmo pou me klinete xwris apofigi

giafto  kai egw to mono pou tha sas pw

einai ....

love bands

in the DEEP PURPLE waves of my dreams we meet every night like two PERFECT STRANGERS

but you are my MUSE and we see each other under the STARLIGHT

in this hot SUMMERTIME night we start our DIRTY DANCE

a dance where we two become one a DANCE OF FATE  for our love

my beloved SENORITA be my dance partner tonight on my LAST NIGHT ON EARTH

moonlight poem

moonlight and we staring each other

i see in your eyes you see in my

we touch our hand

we wrap our fingers

we hug

come closer to kiss you

my lips closer to you

you disappear

moonlight and i stare at the sky

the bright stars light my sight

i search for you

in the sky

in the stars

in the earth

i can't see you

i can feel you

i just see you

you disappear

moonlight  and it's windy

it's foggy

through the trees the fog

it's make me shiver

i see you standing in the edge

away from the forest

you wait for me

i come to you

i hug you

we kiss

we look at the sky

we both disappear

since

here again waiting for you

please come once again

i can't breathe

 without you

i can't live

without you

please stay

don't go

just stay to

 kiss me

hug me

need you 

feel you

 want you

breathe me

care me

feel me

miss you

adore you

love you

come back

now i need you

don't go away

stay one more day

i know i can't "touch" you

i can feel you

i can sense you

i can see you

i ll miss you

everyday it's the same

rain

cloudy

sunny

foggy

black and Grey

no colors   since you died

ψυχη

otan kati omorfo kai  pragmatiko petheni

tote mia thalassa ginete i psixi kai san kima olla ta paraserni .

to mialo mpori na antisathi i kardia mpori na spasi  

ma i psixi sou meni  dinati kai grigora se ksevrazi .

stis psixis sou tis akrogialies kathise mia mera kai des

posa exeis dexti posa exeis pathi

kato apo ta votsala   psakse san vris mia aformi

gia kati makrino kati magiko.

rikse mia petra stis thalassas sou tin psixi

des tin pos agrievi  kai 3afnika oramata sou ferni.

oramata tou parelthon oramata gia to mellon ,

ma einai eisai arketa pio dinatos tha se antamipsi

me mia dinami san tis fotias panta tha se prostatevi .

min fovasai na ponesis min fovasai na arnithis

poses fores esi poneses tin diki sou tin psixi

poses fores  arnithikes tin diki sou tin psixi.

afti eki dinati na mazevi dinamis apo kathe xtipima

kai sto telos opote tin xriastis apla na tin skeftis

kai i dinami tis einai kai diki sou .

fighters of the street

come now in front of me

tell me what you see

can you even bare what you see?

i tell you what you see

a boy a man a woman

whose dreams got smashed up

and got their lives fucked up

this boy's dreams now become nightmares

forced to sell drugs just to go homeless

he doesn't need to sleep

nightmares are his living  life and he is not even in sweet sixteen

a man with no job

his child starved of hope

hope for a better live

a life which is not full of dope

a woman go down the streets

standing on the edges

standing there waiting for their ''saviour''

 fuck her ,pay by hour

you call them junkies dealers sluts

i call them fighters
fighting for a better life 

fighting  for a better dream

and not this fucked up nightmare

set him free

morning and just woke up take a look in the mirror

turn the lights on and take a close look at your face

take a gun turn it to your face and shoot

all this fucking fake of your face

then you ll see the real you is dead

it's burried under all the layers

take a look in the mirror.

is it you or is it a small soulless creature you see

just let  your self free

feel the freedom from within then you can teach

teach for world without problems world of freedom

hypocrite how can you?

when you have hostage the own self

and torture him every day

set him free and see

the real side of you

are you afraid ?

better be cause the real you has more power

than any one that has ever tried to hide him

he is not like you hiding through walls

but inprisoned in a close mindless space

just set him free and you ll see

avrio xameno apo to xtes

sta onira mou trigirnas

na isixasw den me afinis san pernas

"san ena avrio xameno apo to  xtes "

mou les kai xanese

1.2.3

1,2,3 kai travas tin skandali

sto kefali sou to eixes panta strameno

ospou mia mera den ante3es kai tin skandali travi3es

min fovasai omws den katigorise gia ton tropo pou efiges

ma an me afisis ,ton diko sou agona tha ithela na sinexiso

kai an den ta katafero

pou 3eris kapia mera tha 3anasinantithoume

dixos kavantza kamia

min fovasai twra pia exoume ala3ei

se mia katastasi kai keni kai xaotiki

exoume 3epesei

ti kai an me xilia prospathisame

pali ston vourko piso pesame

kai pame gia ena melon makrino

xoris asfalia kamia

dixos kavantza kamia

not with me

i am not with you

not with you not with me

not with you

i have nothing to give you

nothing to show

nothing to prove to you

nothing

but love

i see you every now and then

every now and then i see you

see you

your eyes shining through

your smile big and beautifull

like your heart and soul inside

if i could only had the chance

if i could only

be a small part of them

but i am not with you

not with me

not with you

music

music for you 

music for me

not the same thing

i live i breathe  with music

i dream i feel with music

sad or sorrow

love or pain

lonenlines or happyness

music is my feelings

feelings kept inside

feelings kept blind tied

music set me free

free to another dimension

it's a free world

if you just  listen to   just a single word

set you mind free

open up you heart

get ready to feel

feel like nothing before

feel good

feel bad

feel lucky

fell in love

fell  in  hate

music is there 

every time somewhere out  there

just one thing  she ever asked

LISTEN to her

now tell me how this world is better without music 

one two three

three simple steps to follow your dreams

just play a song

and set your self free

promise me

promise this

promise that

life full of promises

life full of lies

take a step back

take a look back

hear the promises made

look the promises you made

now take a look front

take a step front

look how many

how many promises you made

and how many have you break

for what ?

for something strange

for something new

you can't promise me nothing now

but just one thing

just before you go out

to  the dark aley

promise this

that you ll come back

i ll be waiting here  in the door

just as you passed through me

and be one again

good luck my dear body