thought of the day

what really happens to the people we love when they leave , we surely don't know .

We wish they are in  a better place with no worries and no pain but do we really know ?

we really don't but we  know where they ll never leave from ,our hearts .

For as long as the love is in our beating heart their memoirs their spirit will live on with us .

their knowledge and their helping hand will always be there to push us through the difficult times .

we tend to love and remember people who touched our souls and our hearts ,friends and family members are the top ones of course.i lost a dear friend when i was really young , he overdosed and die but he was always there to protect me from drugs and anything bad, i  was 12 so i really didn't knew what he was doing or where i was getting my self to but he was there to keep my safe,he lived his life as he was older and died from something he held me back and for that i will forever be thankfull to him.

I remember loosing my grandpa  8 years ago  at that time i was lost i couldn't know what i was feeling ,if it was anger , pain ,sorrow or grief .then a tragic accident happened in my country ,in an army base containers filled with explosive powder and something else , explode and caused the death of 13 people 2 of them were twins and my good friends , Then i lost my dear aunt at that time i was allready depressed and her loss through me even more in the gutter and dark abuss of depression . Then my grandma got sick , cancer of course and  she only had three months left to live they said ,he survived the three months actually she is almost two years alive , she is not at her best right now and we are fearing for the worst again . you won't find something poetic in this post .this is just a glimpse of my thoughts today.