230 days

so many great poets and writers talked and wrote about love but yet there is not a specific way to determine what love is . Having read so many love poems and so many love quotes i can't either know for sure what love is .What i do know though is that 232 days ago i saw you  224080 minutes ago i last had the chance to touch you but since that day  without knowing it you touched me every day and every minute of my life . You touched my soul and you touched my heart and the funny thing is that you didn't even wanted it to happen . I don't regret trying ,i don't regret talking to you and i don't regret letting my soul open and naked for you to see , i didn't cared  if you would  take the step and give us another chance but i couldn't just sit and wait ,so i tried and i tried till i became a pain in the ass till  reached the edge of depression but the memorie of your smile brought me back . I tried  but you are with another man but that's ok i still tried ,i don't believe that if you love someone  you have to let him go and see if she returns to you but i do believe that if you love someone you want them to be happy with or without you ,of course the perfect scenario would be  to be happy being with me but  life is not perfect and i know that to be a fact .It was perfect for a short amount of time ,
a time where we used to be together but i failed to show it . it may never matter anymore cause we may never be together again but for me those few months where  the best months of my life ,no i am not just writing all this, this is the truth that i feel in my heart . Fact is though that i loved you and still do , fact is that 10 days ago you last talked to me and fact is that 14400  minutes ago you last said a word to me and fact is that i miss you so much .I don't know if that shows love or not but i wont stop trying ,i wont stop caring and surely i won't stop loving you cause i don't know when i ll see you again  , i don't know if it will be in 50 days in 100 days  and i don't know when you gonna talk to me again ,400 minutes  ,12000 minutes ? i don't know but i know i ll wait , i ll wait to see you and hopefully like last time when  i look in your  eyes you ll see that i mean everything i feel. I have no other way of loving you right now but wait for you to see ...