losing my mind

can it be real , or are they voices in my head

do i really lose my mind or do i really listen

this screams come and go through my head

leaving  wounds and open past scars

leaving the blood run out till it's nothing left inside

i am dried out  but  my heart steel pumping

i gasp for air but i still breathing

i can't feel my lungs filling

only the voices speaking .

nothing seems to be real anymore

every breath i take seems so empty

every heartbeat is like

a bomb ticking

at one point this breath will be the last one

at one point the bomb will explode

is it real me or is it my other self

i don't know who you are and what  you want

just get out of my head and let me go

just as i go out of the room the voices just stop

it's like my room is full of echoing voices

coming through everywhere and piercing my brain

piercing through my souls shells and letting me

crooked and bent

i open my eyes and i see scars on my hands

scars deep inside my eyes

are the real or i am losing my mind