loving nightmare

wish this was just a dream
that one day i will wake up from this nightmare
days are going by really hard
each day seems like a year
and every week seems like a milenium
hope one day i finally wake up this nightmare
cause there was no nightmare before like this one
no monsters needed and no deaths involved
just a heart loving another heart which gave it's love to someone else
but this hard is broken once more
he believed he wouldn't love anyone once more
and here he is again ,broken ,hurt and left alone
to feel the pain and the sorrow
every day is going into a loop
what happens today ,happens tomorrow and happened yesterday.
this can't be a reality but sure it's a dream world
cause in the real life  i will be yours
and not this nightmare i live day by day