like today

the first day when i saw you was like today
a nice cold night back when i used not be ok
at first i didn't realised that something happened
i guess i was just drunk  on my thoughts and didnt realised
that a  new life could had started that night for me
but instead i drunk and i got drunk on my thoughts
leaving no space for you at all
time had passed since that day
and we changed together
walking at parallel roads
but walking at the same pace
we both grew
but you have still a lot to learn
i had still a lot to give
and even more to say
say to you and make you see
that the mistakes i made before
the opportunity i let once go
it's all in the past cause for so much time
i think of you and what we could had been
if i only had took the courage and spoke before
but when i did was so already gone
and was once clear to see that you have grown
and i had more pain to bare on my soul