rise up once more

one more night sitting alone
alone in front of the PC screen
listening to music
and writing stuff
stuff that sometimes don't make any sense
when sometimes though they mean the best
hurt for one more time
but this time was not like the rest
you were at the edge of drifting apart
and all you needed was a small push
you got that push and now you are swimming down
down that path you promised not to go again
it's hard this time ,its harder than before
you tried to keep smiling and be strong all along
but sometimes it's get just too rough
so rough and so much pain
you wish it could just go away
you kept being strong for your family and friends
but standing on the edge for so much was not easy
it's time to let go again and free you mind once more
this time is hard i know but fall a bit deeper
i am sure you ll rise up once more